Did you ever,,?

i love to sleep i have to get up and push my self some times because i want to go back and finish my dream , i hate that , i had a hard time with this after my mom died ,she was in my dreams for about every night for ever , she ped two years ago this march ,she had a horrible death ,,,, she had a 106 temp from mrsa blood infection , she had contant heart attack in icu for the last 3 weeks of her life , she was dibetic double ampitee of her legs, had open heart surgey infections all the time, she was in & out of the hospital for about 5years at the end of her life, i felt so bad taking her off life support it felt like i was putting her down like how you do a dog ,there was nothing the drs could do for her any more they coulnt give her a pace maker due to the mrsa and she was brain damaged from every night she was having a heart attack and they said the next time with cpr it would break her ribs she was in a coma and she would never wake up, we let her go back to god, i miss her,,